OTHER: collecting anime figures, artbooks, videogames / forensics / rhythm games / takashi miike + sion sono films / conspiracy theories / ダウンタウン comedy

MUSIC: nobuaki kaneko / red orca / RIZE / machinegirl / the cure / 鬱P / lovespread / system of a down / etc

please note that i have anxiety, severe paranoia and memory complications, i apologize for any confusions caused.